catatan az...

bingung,
banyak tugas kuliah numpuk untung az besok libur masuk lagi tanggal 6 tapi bukan tanggal 6 dc pi tanggal 5 ada responsi mikrobiologi. ujian akhir semester tak lama lagi akan meninggalkan semester 4 dan masuk ke semester 5. saat ini tengah dekat sama salah satu teman ku yang juga prodi biologi artinya sekelas. tapi aku tetap pegang janji ku kox ngk mau pacaran dulu sebelum semester 5. huhh..........
semangat rahel...
sebelum semester 5 ini yach jalani az dulu,

Speaking of life, no one promises the ride will always be fun, since it has its ups and downs. But one thing I can be sure of, in the end the ride will be worth it, if we just believe.

;)

kaget...
sumpah kaget banget dapat mz kamu lagi ngucapkan selamat hari minggu n jangan lupa ke gereja. senang sc. tapi ngk mau terlalu berlebihan ngerespon, toh cuma mz az. berharap sc bisa dekat lagi kayak dulu. tolong dunk yakinkan perasaan aku ma siapa aku suka. aku memang sayang sama kamu. tapi............
tau ah gelap, bingung.. yakinkan aku dengan rasa ini.
aku kangen ma masa dulu kita dekat share bareng, kamu baik dc.
dewasa dan aku suka itu. namun ada yang lain juga terlintas dalam pikiranku. itu yang membuatku tolong yakin kan perasaan aku kepada syapa aku memilih.
aku ngk yakin dengan perasaan ini.

aku cinta kau dan dia by SMASH

Hancur hatiku mengenang dikau
Menjadi keping-keping
Setelah kau pergi

Tinggalkan kasih sayang
Yang pernah singgah antara kita
Masihkah ada sayang itu

Memang salahku yang tak pernah bisa
Meninggalkan dirinya
Tuk bersama kamu

Walau tuk t'rus bersama
Kan ada hati yang kan terluka
Dan ku tahu kau tak mau

Sekali lagi maafkanlah
Kar'na aku cinta kau dan dia
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
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Mungkin tak mungkin
Tuk terus bersama
Jalani semua cinta
Yang telah dijalani

Tapi bila itu yang kau pikir
Yang terbaik untukmu
Bahagiaku untuk dirimu

Sekali lagi maafkanlah
Kar'na aku cinta kau dan dia
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Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
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Simpan sisa-sisa cerita cinta berdua oh.. yeah..
(Yeah Berdua berdua oh berdua yeah)
Walau tak tersisa cerita cinta berdua yeah...
(Berdua berdua yeah yeah)

I see the memories
Six candle go away
Can i have my eyes
Still i am forever yeah ah ah
No matter what you said
You always on my mind
Now you flow and disappear
Still i love you
Forever forever

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Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
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Sekali lagi maafkanlah
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Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
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Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
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Sekali lagi maafkanlah
Kar'na aku cinta kau dan dia
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
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girl language

• When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
• When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
• When I ignore you, give me your attention.
• When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
• When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
• When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
• If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
• When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Just don’t. I mean if you’re in a relationship, it’s not cute or funny in any way for you to go off and flirt with someone else. You’re with someone who is possibly hurting or jealous, because you go off and do such things. Sometimes, this person you’re with will say it’s okay, but it’s because they put up with it, only because they adore you to pieces, they love/like you a lot.

note

You know that person that kept you by their side and never dropped you for their friends, for anyone? You know that person when you feel like you’re left out of the crowd, they’ll come and talk to you just so you won’t feel left out? You know that person that stayed up all night with you just to wait until you fall asleep on the phone? You know that person who sacrifices their sleep just for the little talks with you? You know the person who makes sure you’re always alright or that you will be? You know that person who is willing to see you smile again and care about you more than their own happiness? You know that person who’s willing to risk their feelings because they have a chance of falling in like or love with you? You know that person who’s willing to get their heart broken just because of you? You know that person who wouldn’t judge you, no matter how many bad things you’ve done? You know that person who is willing to be there for you even when they’re busy, they’ll adjust their time just for you? You know that person who’s willing to always accept you back into their arms?

It can be anyone. It can be your best friend, it can be your closest friend(s). You shouldn’t let this person go, ever. You know this person tries their hardest, their best to be by your side and not leave you. This person’s motive is always genuine. It’s not bullshit, the only reason why they end up leaving is because they grow tired too. They’re understanding or willing to listen to you. These people are always getting hurt. These type of people who’s nice to them, suddenly change. Not just because they want to, but because they get hurt too many times. These people can’t wait around forever.

Don’t let that person go. You’re missing out on someone who’s amazing, who’s real with you, someone who was daring to eat your words out, someone who was there for you all along, and last of all, someone who accept you for you through thick and thin.