Broken Hearted

This is for the broken hearted. I know how do you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it would just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter hat this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most is normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understand how do you feel, and how deep you’ve been hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them. And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday no, so you learn that basically you are alone with all of this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly flowing and you’re to the point where you don’t care who sees them. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that it’s not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.